Friday, May 23, 2014

Stella's Birth Story {4-22-14}


On April 22, 2014 my life was changed forever. Bringing Stella into this world was the most joyful and spiritual experience I have ever had.  There are no words for me to really express how I felt this day.  I have always dreamt of the day I was to become a mother and not even in my dreams could I have imagined it going more perfect than it did.  I feel so incredibly blessed to be Stella’s mother and can’t wait for this journey of motherhood ahead.

Tuesday morning, around 5 a.m. I had gotten up to go to the bathroom for the second time throughout the night.  This was totally normal for me throughout the end of my pregnancy, but there was a third time this morning that I had to get up, and for a good reason!  Around 5:45 a.m. I felt some leaking while I was lying in bed.  It took me a minute to realize it because I knew I hadn’t needed to go to the bathroom. So as quickly as I could, I got out of bed and ran into the bathroom.   But as I was running there, I’m realizing that I am leaking all the way into the bathroom. I yelled out to Matt and told him I thought my water had broken and to come into the bathroom quick! I don’t remember what his exact response was, but I do know that he was shocked as well and questioned me at first asking me if I was sure it was my water.  I was pretty sure because I had absolutely no control and I was defiantly leaking a lot! However, Matt was taking this more seriously than I was.  I feel like I knew that my water had broken and that we needed to head to the hospital, but I was in denial!  Stella wasn’t supposed to come for 3 more weeks! There was no way that I was going to deliver early with my first baby.  I had put this thought through my head because everyone kept telling me that you never deliver early with your first baby!

Matt frantically ran to the bathroom because of course, he had to shave! He knew we’d be taking pictures if this was for real and he wanted to be looking his best! (That’s why I love him.) As for me, well I was still in shock and kept saying things like, “Well, I guess I’ll just act like I’m getting ready to go to work and if I start having contractions, and I have no idea what those are supposed to feel like, then I won’t go in today.”  Matt kept telling me that I was not going to work today.  I really couldn’t believe it was happening.  So I started putting makeup on (as I continued to leak) and threw my greasy hair into a bun on top of my head.  I knew I should have washed my hair the night before… oh well.  But as I stood there getting ready, Matt kept telling me we needed to go to the hospital and I kept saying that I didn’t think we had to go until my contractions started, and I really wasn’t feeling anything.  I was determined that if we showed up to the hospital that the nurses would turn us away and tell me to go home until I was having contractions or something and I did NOT want to be turned away after getting there!

I messaged Dr. Kasteler right away telling him what had just happened and he got back to me within about 15 minutes and told me that my water had probably broken and that we needed to head straight to Lakeview Hospital.  He said to check into labor and delivery and they would check to see if it was amniotic fluid, and if it was than I was going to have a baby today!  Are you kidding me?! I could not believe it!

At about 6:15 a.m. I called my parents and my dad answered the phone.  They were obviously still sleeping because my dad sounded really tired.  I asked for mom and told her that I was pretty sure my water had broken.  I mentioned that I messaged Dr. Kasteler and that I was waiting to hear back from him and she just told me that if my water had broken then we needed to be at the hospital.  She couldn’t believe it and was also so excited for us! I could hear my dad in the background agreeing that yes, we needed to head to the hospital and that they were both anxious for me to let them know what the nurses say!  So we decided to head to the hospital, and me being so prepared had already packed my hospital bag for me and for Stella.  I had actually done it a few weeks ago because I was so excited about it, but I’m so glad I did!  It made my morning much less stressful and I could head to the hospital feeling SOMEWHAT prepared.  I would have been a wreck otherwise!

By the time we left the house it was close to 6:45 a.m.  We were still anticipating this being an all day adventure and that we wouldn’t be having a baby quite so soon.  During the car ride to the hospital all I could do was stress about who was going to substitute my classes at school! I hadn’t called anyone yet because I was so afraid that for some reason, we would be sent home on a false alarm, so I didn’t want to tell my bosses that I was headed to the hospital because I “thought” my water had broken. I wanted to be 100% certain when I text or called them that for sure I wouldn’t be coming in because I was having my baby.  Matt kept laughing at me saying, “Hayley, you’re not going in to work today!” But still, I was in denial!

We got to the hospital and headed to the second floor to labor and delivery.  I got there and told them that I was pretty sure my water had broken.  There were about five or six nurses standing at the entrance and they were all so sweet! They told me to give my insurance card to Matt and that he would go check me in and get everything settled, and meanwhile my nurse Kim, who was honestly the best nurse ever, took me and said we’d go find out if my water broke! We walked down to room #2.  Little did I know that I wouldn’t be leaving that room until after I had a baby!  She told me to put on the nightgown and then to get into the bed and that she would be back in a second to check me.  As I laid in the bed I kept looking around the room in disbelief that I was actually there.  I was also praying that at this point I really was going to have a baby today and that I wasn’t going to have to go to work later.  Matt met me back in our room a few minutes later and offered to give me a blessing that everything would go well and that Stella would make it here safely.  I am so incredibly grateful for him and that he was able to do that because it really did calm my nerves. It was such a sweet moment for me.  I will never forget it.

The nurse came back and put a monitor around me and around my baby belly to monitor baby’s heartbeat and my contractions.  She asked me how my contractions were going and I told her I didn’t know I was having them! I had kind of had cramping when I was at home before I left the hospital, but I didn’t think it was anything and I was to frantic and excited to worry about it.  The nurse told me that I was defiantly leaking amniotic fluid, that I was having contractions, and that I was dilated to a 3!  I was here for good.  Once she told me this, I decided to let work know. 

At this point it was about 7:15 a.m.  I called my work and told them I needed a sub because I was in the hospital having a baby! This is the funniest part yet.  I told the lady on the phone (who is from the district and I’ve actually never met her because I’ve never needed to call for a sub) that my water had broken and that I was in the hospital about to have a baby. This was her response, “I AM ALL OUT OF SUBS.  I’ve had people calling and texting me all morning and I really don’t have anyone else! Who is this again? They never told me you were pregnant! You were supposed to call for a sub an hour ago!” Me, not even knowing how in the world to respond just said, “Well, I’m so sorry! I didn’t know I was going into labor today! She is coming three weeks early so we were not expecting this, but I could ask the drama teacher to see if she could cover for me?”  After this awkward and extremely ridiculous conversation, she asked me to send her the drama teacher’s phone number and that she would contact her for me.  My nurse could hear her on the phone and could not believe what she was saying and said it took everything she had to not take the phone from me and just give this lady a piece of her mind. Did she honestly expect me to teach while going into labor? So ridiculous yet so funny at the same time.  So after this stressful situation, we all laughed for a minute and then I had Matt text my two bosses to let them know what was going on and that I wouldn’t be in to work today.  I knew they would understand and actually be excited for me!  Sure enough, everything went just fine and they said not to worry about it and that they had it covered.   

At this point Kim (my nurse) was getting my IV ready.  I had never had one so I was kind of nervous, but it was fine.  After I had the IV is when I actually started to feel nauseous and it was suddenly hard for me to take deep breaths without feeling like I was going to puke.  My nurse ended up giving me some oxygen to help me breath better because I honestly thought I was going to be sick.  I’m sure the stress and te nerves were just getting to me but after some slow deep breaths and some self-talk, I was totally fine.  Matt went and got me some ice chips and a little cup of water to help ease my nausea. He really was amazing to me throughout this entire experience. I’m so lucky.

My doctor came in around 8 a.m. to see me and said that they were going to start me on pitocin and that he would be back during his lunch break to check on me.  I couldn’t believe what he was saying! We let family know that today was the day, but no one anticipated that it would go as fast as it did!  After I had been started on pitocin, Matt and I had some time in the room just us two.  We took some videos to help remember this special moment and we both kept saying how we couldn’t believe this was happening.  At this point I had started feeling my contractions more intensely and I would watch on the monitor to see when the contractions would start to peak so I could brace myself for them.  They were still bearable at this point, but I could definitely feel them now.   I wasn’t planning on holding out until the last minute to get the epidural, but I was doing OK at this point that I didn’t want it just yet. 

Around 10:00 a.m. I had dilated to a 6 and my contractions were getting pretty painful. I wanted the epidural ASAP.  The anesthesiologist had been at the hospital earlier, but left to go to the gym because he didn’t think that I’d need the epidural for a while. The nurse called him and said that I wanted it now so he turned around and came back to save me, literally.  No one anticipated things to happen so quickly, but  those 30 minutes before he got there felt like an eternity!  My contractions had gotten to the point where I thought I was going to throw up again, so the nurse gave me some morphine to take the kick out of the contractions until the anesthesiologist got there.  It helped a little, but at this point my contractions were 2 minutes apart and I was in a lot of pain.  As soon as he got there I felt so relieved and whatever pain I had to endure to for the epidural, it was going to be worth it! He came in and got everything ready and told me to sit so my legs were hanging from the side of the bed and to round my back over.  Matt stood in front of me and held onto my legs as I rested my hands on his shoulders and braced myself for whatever pain I had to bare.  Honestly, I hardly felt a thing.  It was over in 5 seconds and it wasn’t even bad.  I don’t know what all the horror stories are about!  After the epidural I felt like I could just relax and enjoy the rest of the labor experience until it was time to push.  It was such a relief to watch the monitor now and watch it spike up during a big contraction and for me not to feel a thing.  It was a suddenly a completely different experience and I was so content and relaxed.  I was on “cloud 9.” After the epidural we called and text family to let them know where we were at in the process.

At 1:00 p.m. Dr. Kasteler had arrived to check and see where I was at.  Sure enough, I was at a 10 was ready to push! I was in shock, everyone was!  Matt’s mom, Cindy had been at the hospital anxiously awaiting, but my mom was watching my nephew Kaden and really didn’t anticipate me progressing this fast so she called my sister-in-law Natalie to let her know to come pick him up so she could be at the hospital!  Luckily Natalie had just gotten there after I hung up the phone because we didn’t have much time until this baby was going to be here!  Apparently the epidural was working great because I could not feel my left leg whatsoever.  But at this point, I was just grateful to not be feeling any pain. 

It was around 1:10 p.m. when I started to push.  I pushed for 15 minutes and at 1:25 p.m. our lives were changed forever.  Our sweet little Stella Ann was born and it was by far the most incredible feeling I have ever experienced. Right after she came out they showed me that yes, she was a girl (it had been a little joke) and then they laid a blanket down on my chest and wiped her off right in front of me.  I couldn’t help but cry in disbelief that this little baby was mine and that she had finally made it here!  She was perfect in every way. Matt cut the cord, which I have no memory of because I had been starring at this amazing little thing in disbelief that she was here and that she was ours.  She weighed 6 lbs 6 oz and was 18 inches long.  I have never loved anything so much! I was able to do skin to skin with her after they checked her out and wiped her off and I just held her there right close to me.  For a minute, my world stopped. Nothing could ever beat this moment.  It all the sudden hit me.  I was a mom, and a mom to this perfect little girl who we had been blessed with from our Heavenly Father.  I wish I could relive this moment over a thousand times.  It was amazing and better than I ever could have imagined. 

Shortly after, they weighed and measured her and cleaned her off.  I was able to watch them the entire time, which I was so grateful for. I loved hearing that newborn baby cry and I couldn’t help but think of where she just came from, and the people she said goodbye to before she came to us.

I don’t think that I will ever forget the details of this day.  My entire hospital experience was wonderful.  I loved my nurses, my doctor, and most of all, Matthew.   He is so sweet to Stella and they have a bond in which I have loved watching.  His fatherly instincts kicked in the moment he held her and I could not possibly love him more.  He is an amazing husband and father and I cannot wait to raise Stella with him. What a truly incredible experience this was and one that has strengthened my testimony of family and the reason we are here on earth.  I will never forget this day and I will forever be grateful that Heavenly Father sent us Stella and that she chose us to be her parents. We love you Stella Ann!


Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Something Worth Mentioning

Considering I haven't blogged for a year, I have a lot to catch up on.  I've decided that I'm only good at blogging when I really want to be... and well, we could say that I haven't made it a priority.  BUT, I think I finally have a few things worth mentioning...

#1- I am officially a graduate!  I can hardly believe that day has come and gone! Somedays I thought it would never come...

#2- I have a brand new nephew! His name is Kaden Blake Folsom and I love him to pieces. 

Graduation day was one of the happiest days of my life. I'm not joking.  I graduated from the U of U with my BFA in Modern Dance and a minor in Health Promotion and Education.  I think almost everyone but my family asks me "what are you going to do with that?" WELL.... I want to be a high school dance teacher, and believe it or not you do need a degree for that! It would truly be my dream job (besides being a mother of course.) So now I gotta find that job! Wish me luck! In the meantime I'll still be teaching dance at the studio I've been at all my life.  The two things I love the most are dance and kids so I'm content to have this job in the meantime. 

And secondly, my darling nephew Kaden was born May 25, 2013.  I love him so much already and I've only seen him once! He makes the first grandchild on my side of the family and so he is definitely going to be a spoiled little boy! He looks JUST like his daddy!  It makes me so excited to one day be a mother.  There is something so special about holding a brand new baby.  They are so innocent and precious and you can't help but think about where they just came from.  Just talking about it makes me tear up! haha I'm such a baby myself... it's ridiculous sometimes.







 Only 6 of the 22 seniors I graduated with... don't know where everyone else was. 
This is one of my favorite professors Sharee who I will never forget.  She pushed me in ways no one else could have and I will forever be grateful! She definitely showed me "tough love." 

 This building was my home for 4 good but long years! 

  As kids me and Blake use to always share a birthday cake because our birthdays are 10 days apart. This day we got to share a graduation cake! Thanks mom ;) 







(Totally a joke) 

I also want to thank my in-laws who came to support me at my graduation.  Kevin, Cindy, Josh, Kelli, and Kenzlee... thanks for coming! I love you guys so much! I have been blessed with WONDERFUL in-laws!

-Cindy I'd love to get the pictures you took from this day! :) 

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

New Happenings

Sorry I've been MIA for quite some time. . . . a lot has been going on these past couple months!  Just since March we have:
  • become an Aunt and Uncle to a beautiful baby girl, Kenzlee. SO fun!
  • said goodbye to my childhood doggy Tansy who I miss so so much :(
  • said hello to an adorable new puppy that my parents bought named Libby.  Love her so much!
  • started my final stretch of schooling....YES!
  • been to many competitions for my Jazz Club girls...who rocked their dances this year! SO proud of them. I love my job.
  • said goodbye to my sisters boyfriend who will be serving in Africa for 2 years...we'll miss him!
  • starting a new job (not me, matt) and being excited about not answering hundreds of phone calls a day.
  • hikes, drives in the mountains, air shows--waiting on rodeo, camping, and boating season to begin! I love summer time! 
Obviously, I've been to occupied with life to blog. ;) But I'm back and have a few updates. 

(And sorry for random mix of phone pics and instagram pics.  Not the best quality!) 


This sad little face was Tansy just right before we put her down.  She was fighting cancer and was so so sick. It was so hard to watch her suffer in pain so we knew that this was the right thing to do.  I always new this day would be hard but I didn't expect it to be this hard.  Dogs really do become members of the family and we all had such a special place for her in our heart.  I believe that there is a doggy heaven so I'm sure we'll get to see her again.  Until then, love and miss you pup! 

Everyone meet the newest member of the Folsom family.  Libby is a Cavalier King Charles Spaniel...royalty for sure!  This is her when she is like 9 weeks old but now she is 3 months and has changed so much!  Grows like a baby and is spoiled by all of us that's for sure!  We use to talk about what would happen after Tansy was gone and if we were going to get another dog or not and my parents always said that we wouldn't.  Well, my dad saw her and couldn't resist!  Who could?! She is so stinking cute and the sweetest dog.  We also didn't think that after losing a dog we would get another one so quickly and actually it has really helped with the loss of Tansy.  Coming home to an empty house was so weird and we all missed having a dog to cuddle with and follow you around.  We're not comparing, but we love her so much!  Puppy stage is fun but a lot of work.  (I'm speaking for my parents.)  The whole potty training thing isn't easy... bless her heart.  She's learning. . . . . . kind of.  When she stops peeing in the house and biting with her razor sharp puppy teeth she'll be perfect. :) 
             
I love her face!


Josh (Matt's older brother) and Kelli had their cute baby girl Kenzlee on May 7th.  She is so spoiled being the first grandchild and we all love her so much!  This makes me so excited for motherhood.  I could hold her all day!  I love being an aunt!

  
Matt loves holding his niece! And yes it was Matt's idea to put his sunglasses on her.
             


Last weekend me and Matt hiked up to Elephant Rock in Mueller Park Canyon.  I hadn't hiked up there since I was like 8 so it was fun.  It was so nice to get out in the fresh air for a change of scenery.  I love spendin time with my man!

This weekend we also headed up to Hill Air Force Base to watch the air show.  It was a lot of fun!  We are defiantly going to go again next year.  It was so cool!  If you haven't ever watch an air show you're totally missin out.  CRAZY stunts... so cool! 

I don't know if I've ever mentioned how much I love my job. . . . but I love it, a lot.  I love little kids, I love dance, and I love teaching.  This competition season my teams did GREAT!  I'm so proud of them!  In a few weekends I'll be headed to St. George with my teams for a dance convention at the Tuacahn Theater.  I'm so excited! I'll be sure to make a post about it later.

"Jealous of my Boogie"-production

"G-Slide" -Mini's 

 "Absolutely Me"- Junior's 

Last night my cute sister said goodbye to her best friend for 2 years.  He'll be serving in Angola, Africa.  We love them together and wish him (and her) the best of luck!  Matt and Keaton get along so well so we'll miss our double dates we use to have but we'll see him in 2 years! 


Can't wait to see what the rest of summer has in store!

Friday, April 6, 2012

The big 2-5

Last weekend we celebrated Matt's 25th birthday.  Yep, that's right. . . the BIG 2-5!

Matt's first choice was to go to McDonalds for breakfast. . . yes.  You heard right.  I threw out the idea of Kneaders french toast, Village Inn. . . but McDonalds it was!  (The new Centerville McDonalds of course.)

After breakfast we headed up into the mountains to listen to the Saturday morning session of conference.  Anyone that knows my husband knows that he LOVES the mountains.  He brought his guns as well so we could "shoot guns" up there also.  (I'm still trying to find the fun in "shooting guns" haha.  They just scare me.)  It was such a beautiful day!  The sun was out and it was starting to feel like Spring!  Unfortunately, it was a little bit too windy to sit in our lawn chairs and listen to conference so, we just sat in the car.  It was nice to get away for a little bit and such a great scenic view while listening to conference!

After that we drove to the T-Mobile store to buy Matt a new cell phone.  His iphone had seen better days and he was in desperate need of a new one.  Lets just say the "Samsung Galaxy Blaze" made him one happy boy. :)

After the cell phone we stopped by Kohls to do some shopping for the Birthday boy, and then we headed home to relax for a bit.

Later that night Matt went to priesthood while I got some things done around the house.  Once he got home his dinner of choice was Tucano's, Brazilian Grill of course!  The roasted pineapple is enough of a reason to go there. . . . DELICIOUS.   Because of conference weekend and the craziness of downtown, we didn't have a reservation until 9 but it ended up working out perfectly.  We enjoyed the yummy food and left with too-full of tummies.  Needless to say he was one happy boy and I am one lucky girl.

Everyday I realize more and more how blessed I am to have such a loving, caring, and supportive husband.  He is the one that keeps me going and keeps me sane.  I am so lucky to have him in my life and words can't express how much I love him.  I'm so grateful for my eternal best friend and don't know what I would do without him!

Happy Birthday Mattie!!




 Don't mind our squinty eyes, it was bright! 





Love him.